yesterday, received call from my mentor. as i met her,heard my stories of d eventful call last night, she told dat my name was discussed in d morning meeting. the witnesses stories were unlikely as mine. perceptions. and thats becoz i didnt expressed myself. as usual.
in d end, i got a warning letter, and to re-tag again until they say " u r safe to go oncall"
yeah, @ d end of d conversation,as expectedly, i broke into tears front of my mentor. not becoz i mad @ her. its just me. after she said dat i can go, i swept my tears n went away. ended myself cried half hour in d kakitangan's toilet.
but d end is still d same.
i dont know. i tried harder. end up blaming myself.
on d way home, my mentor called. my specialist want to see me as she taught i blamed her @ d end of conversation as i cried so hard. just told her, a have no anger towards her, and i'll re-tag again this Sunday
end up blaming myself
how should i face them ...with d prasangka they have on me.
rasa sgt marah. pada Tuhan???
ak kembali beristighfar
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